One of favorite programs is Snapped on Oxygen. I also like to watch shows on Investigation Discovery. I am obsessed with programs that had to do with murder. My mind can not understand the evil that each of us carry inside of us.I say "us" because we are all human beings capable of the same thing. "Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me." -Psalms 51:5 I keep watching thinking that maybe something will click and I will understand why, why are humans so evil. We can tune into the History Channel and see all the past evil in this world. It is mind-boggling.
If you follow my other blog, you know I am a Bible-believer, but last few years I have had many questions. Questions I've never had before in my entire life. There are so many things I don't understand and evil is a big one. I was taught that we were created to have fellowship with God. If that is true, why would be born into sin? In the past God's actions made sense to me and I know I am no one to question Him, but now....now I'm not sure.
Have you seen the new show on FX called the The Bridge? It's the show based in the El Paso/Juarez area about the drug cartels. That show makes me afraid to leave my home not only because I live in El Paso but because of the evilness of the characters based on the actions of real people. Who has the stomach to do such evil on their fellow human beings? I know it has happened since the beginning of time when Cain killed Abel, but why?
Marisol
